and so i overfed myself with meat and other carnivorous cravings.i don't know if it was the excessive food or that treacherous time of the month again,but i feel it coming.by it i mean the random evil dark being that will soon take control of me.and i am not even being superstitious.i can already see myself arguing about almost anything if not sit in a corner trying to contain myself.i feel like murdering someone.to take a hammer and bash their heads.over and over and over again.i feel so angry.and i don't really know why.and i am starting to see that this poignant life is just pointless.i hate everything and everyone.and i am restless.ever so fucking restless.i've been dreaming a lot lately.and most of my dreams are either stupid or simple.both of which had no real impact for me.
i feel like killing myself.
or killing someone.
p m-fucking-s.
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- here it comes again.
- curse them stomach linings.
- so the nights are being kind to you.
- can't sleep.can't eat.i ponder;
- i want to be grateful.
- sigh.
- clarity;
- it didn't hurt as much
- everything is broken.
- the past was made to remind you.
- night.
- shun my thoughts.let's hear them again.
- the truth.
- bored of the chore of saving face.
- I will get a cat one day.
- out of tune.out of mind.
- that buzzing noise the amp made without my consent.
- my mind is an empty road tonight.
- And so she killed herself.
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