And so she killed herself.

by walking slowly towards a busy road of speeding vehicles.waiting carefully until a truck hits her.and jolts her into the darkness she craves.before her eyes shut and before her mind rest,she felt herself tremble and shake.and how her skin scrape itself whilst landing on top of the uneven surface of the road.she felt a heart attack.she knows she had not died because she intended to only black out.the wreckage was just for the sake of a burden-less visit to the hospital.one where she is carried by bystanders near by the so called "accident".no one saw it,but her lips were framing an honest yet humble smile.